FAWM #13.
I sure wasn't expecting to have such a theme for all of my songs. When I first started writing songs and performing my dear friend told me "love songs are a dime a dozen". So I really hid away all of those songs. Thank you to fawm for letting me explore these raw feels and share them in real time. I tried my best not to hold back a single thing. And wow what a few weeks of feeling.
I am growing
I am changing
I am hurting
I am healing
Might not look different to you
Buy maybe I do
Seem a little lighter
Seem a little softer
Seem brand new
I'm not a baby
I can cry
Yes, I am fully grown
I am fully growing
More self aware
But self-compassion still feels
Like a mystery, somedays
I might not like different to you
But maybe I do
Seem a little stronger
Seem a little sober
Seem like a friend you knew
Who walked through a fire
Never getting burned
Til I felt my mind rest
And all the numb leaving
Now I love
Like the sun
Is bursting inside of
My heart
So thank you
So thank you
Thank you
Thank you
For loving me, Bee.
@beebalm7000 Feb 2022
Oh wow this song is so so powerful!!! Feeling your power and beauty in it so much and so much grace. Thank you <3 <3