Not really a song as much as it is the result of anger and frustration and pain and grief late at night when everything starts to soften and distort at the same time. I didn't feel very good while making it and I probably won't ever listen to it again.
You were insolent but now
you can feel it die
in your hands, in your hands
I slept with the light on
for several days
feel your hands
come on feel your hands
I’m losing time that I never had
and you look so ungrateful
every time that I see you
and I keep my thoughts to myself
I will let you be ungrateful
I will let you be ungrateful
it’s asymmetrical
I’m gone one day and back the next
or I’m crying on the stairs while everyone else is at work
a whole lifetime of this
a whole lifetime of this
a whole lifetime of this
and you look so ungrateful
I’m full of advice I can never give
it pushes on the inside of my eyelids
I can feel it when I’m trying to sleep
I was awake so many nights
worrying
I’m losing time that I never had
and you look so ungrateful
every time that I see you
and I keep my thoughts to myself
I will let you be ungrateful
I will let you be ungrateful
@nicetrip Feb 2022
Jeez, I love your attitude! It sounds very, very descent!